User blog comment:Bigtymerxg4/Existentialism/@comment-Chaos Messenger-20091017101028

Philosophic discussions rarely take place on sites like PvX much due to the atmosphere on the internet. A blog is one of the few places in which those discussions can take place because these are quite much cut off the regular PvX atmosphere (which admittedly is quite bad). I've also come to notice that despite everyone having their moments of "deep" thinking, people actually don't tend to care about others on a real level. See how we for starters only had troll comments, and later on perhaps some real answers, much by the most active PvX'rs. We're all bad players and despite perhaps having a high intellect, we are incapable of taking a 3rd person perspective on our arguments. It's also possible that quite many of us have social disorders (I wouldn't be surprised if I had some).

On a more related note: I really don't care about the meaning of life. I've been taught that the meaning of life is to be happy and learn... np. Atheist - No Truth. Damn, contrast... and I really don't care if this is all some Matrix-like illusion, because I perceive it on a real level, and it exists, at least as code or some sort of program somewhere. I really don't believe in that though.

Yeah, if we look at size we're nothing compared to the rest of the universe, but I couldn't really care about that either. I'm mostly annoyed by most of my actions not actually mattering, but it makes me an individual, and this whole world is just based on loads and loads of small actions and particles and what the heck. We build the entirety.

Also, because none of us can speak seriously without mitigating it with a retarded regular comment, I say that lol, wall of text, tl;dr.